(via turtleteeth)

(via turtleteeth)

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Shannon Murray and Ryan Harvey

love is like sunshine; sometimes you have to get burned to know you were there
the #8 is like a
woman. i will take it
in my hand and stick
my fingers through its
holes,& kiss it’s lips,&
make love to it ‘til its
forgotten what #s
add to it.
the letter P is like a
pistol. i will take it
in my hand and fire
it once at the wall,& imagine
the wall as you,&
then i will laugh ‘til i
have forgotten what i am
laughing about.
a ’ is like a
tear. i will take it
in my hand and remember
what it had tasted of,&
what it had become because of,&
i will cry ‘til i
find something
worthwhile to do.
the #8 is like a
woman. i will take it
in my hand and stick
my fingers through its
holes,& kiss it’s lips,&
make love to it ‘til its
forgotten what #s
add to it.
And also, the nice thing about growing up in New York was that “no” was always a starting point. So if somebody says to me, “No,” that just means I have to figure out some other way of doing it.
Happiness is an imaginary condition, formerly attributed by the living to the dead, now usually attributed by adults to children, and by children to adults.

To the Reader
by CHARLES BAUDELAIRE

Infatuation, sadism, lust, avarice
possess our souls and drain the body’s force;
we spoonfeed our adorable remorse,
like whores or beggars nourishing their lice.

Our sins are mulish, our confessions lies;
we play to the grandstand with our promises,
we pray for tears to wash our filthiness;
importantly pissing hogwash through our styes.

The devil, watching by our sickbeds, hissed
old smut and folk-songs to our soul, until
the soft and precious metal of our will
boiled off in vapor for this scientist.

Each day his flattery makes us eat a toad,
and each step forward is a step to hell,
unmoved, through previous corpses and their smell
asphyxiate our progress on this road.

Like the poor lush who cannot satisfy,
we try to force our sex with counterfeits,
die drooling on the deliquescent tits,
mouthing the rotten orange we suck dry.

Gangs of demons are boozing in our brain—
ranked, swarming, like a million warrior-ants,
they drown and choke the cistern of our wants;
each time we breathe, we tear our lungs with pain.

If poison, arson, sex, narcotics, knives
have not yet ruined us and stitched their quick,
loud patterns on the canvas of our lives,
it is because our souls are still too sick.

Among the vermin, jackals, panthers, lice,
gorillas and tarantulas that suck
and snatch and scratch and defecate and fuck
in the disorderly circus of our vice,

there’s one more ugly and abortive birth.
It makes no gestures, never beats its breast,
yet it would murder for a moment’s rest,
and willingly annihilate the earth.

It’s BOREDOM. Tears have glued its eyes together.
You know it well, my Reader. This obscene
beast chain-smokes yawning for the guillotine—
you—hypocrite Reader—my double—my brother!

– Robert Lowell, tr.